Heart's Enduring Pain

...have you ever had that feeling...the feeling that you can't seem to comprehend no matter how much you try...the feeling that you can't seem to shake off...you can't seem to find the right word to describe it...you felt it and it makes you feel helpless...you felt it and it makes you feel hopeless...you felt it and the only thing that comes to mind is the enormous invisible void that seems to consume you inside out...it made you want to cry your heart out...it made you want to bleed the emptiness out...and yet, the funny thing is, it would not even allow you to do that...

...there is nothing else that you can do...to live each day as your strength permits...to live each day believing that there is a light at the end of this seemingly unending tunnel...to live each day believing that the tingling sorrowness on your skin will cease tomorrow...

...I never thought that I would relive this nightmare again babe...

...faith is the only thing I have now...

...welcome to my life...