Something is just not right. Not right at all.
It all started when we moved in to the new office. Everything from the office right up to its small community just could not seem to live harmoniusly as it used to be.
Are we at fault? Are they at fault? Are the surrounding at fault? Whose the bloody fault it is, is one thing that kept us in the dark of this baffling predicament we are in.
Come on, don't you think that it is just a bit weird. So many people are looking for jobs and here you are, in your new million dollar office, looking desperately for a way out. A way out permanently!!! I myself called that stupidity in its best ever form and yet I allowed my still functioning if not clouded mind to give it a mighty deliberation. You become so engrossed in the gloominess of it so much so that you could no longer find what really makes you tick. You became trapped in the fogginess. You became trapped in the humdrum. Your life become a monotonous journey to everywhere but leads to nowhere.
It all started when we moved in to the new office. Everything from the office right up to its small community just could not seem to live harmoniusly as it used to be.
Are we at fault? Are they at fault? Are the surrounding at fault? Whose the bloody fault it is, is one thing that kept us in the dark of this baffling predicament we are in.
Come on, don't you think that it is just a bit weird. So many people are looking for jobs and here you are, in your new million dollar office, looking desperately for a way out. A way out permanently!!! I myself called that stupidity in its best ever form and yet I allowed my still functioning if not clouded mind to give it a mighty deliberation. You become so engrossed in the gloominess of it so much so that you could no longer find what really makes you tick. You became trapped in the fogginess. You became trapped in the humdrum. Your life become a monotonous journey to everywhere but leads to nowhere.
...my smudgy rainy brain...
At this point of time, I know that I've got to stop this from spreading its wings and consumed me alive. If I don't, I might just as well dive into that deep pitiful pitch of self-destruction.
In order to regain control of the straying mind, we would try to humour ourselves as best as we can and try to find some solace in whatever form we can. We found one during our last visit to one of the shop at 1Borneo recently...
...my kitty sits proudly on my CPU...
...this kitty belongs to Anies (you can see her at the background busy making money for the Company)...
...Momoi's kitty likes to sit cosily next to my peacock feathers...Tomorrow is another day...
Tomorrow is yet a new beginning...
Tomorrow would one day bring us the news that we crave for...
3 comments:
It's happen to most of us, & it's happened to me before..dilemma of a middle-age homosapien who has most of everything but don't really feel has anything.
It's a good indication, cause it's a sign you're now..standing in the start of the road>>>call SOUL SEARCHING street!!
My 2 cents advise: start living in the moment of NOW.
Yup, it is definitely THE CALLING making its "ugly" debut. Read & read about this a million times & yet am still unprepared for the inevitable.
Yes, living at the moment now and hoping that I would be able to handle it as gracefully as I can.
wordless ... still.
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