Sunday, January 11, 2009

Awakening...

I saw...yet I see through it...
I heard...yet I just keep on listening...
I did not pretend I did not see it...
I did not pretend I did not hear it...
That's just it...
I just let it happened...
Again...
...and again...


It was the 29th of December 2008...
Something happened that day...
Something that had happened before...
Something that finally resulted in a drastic decision...
Something that made my nerve snapped harder than before...
The catalyst for the things that I should have done before...
A long long time ago...


So I've decided...that's it...
So I've decided...this is it...
I've decided I do not want to be that person again...
I've decided I do not want to be in that position again...


...last year I was this...
...slow and steady...
...miss goody two shoes...




...this year I am this...
...colourful as colourful can be...
...roaring and ready to rock and roll...



I have to bear in mind tho' that things won't go my way as fast as I wish...
I have to bear in mind tho' that things won't be the way I want it to be right away...
I guessed what has been said all this while is true...
It is a virtue indeed...
...that is what it is ...
All I need to do...
All I have to do now...
...is just be patient...

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